Decadence and Freedom: Artist Statement

Artist Statement

I was heavily affected by the concept that images seem to be lost in a complete abstraction of the hyperreal in which every symbol and simulated meaning becomes lost and worthless. Jean Baudrillard in his work on Simulacra and Simulations suggested that we are lost in a Möbius strip of intangible realities and simulations with images creating a hyperreality which leaves us in a liminal space of unfulfilled realities and images with abolished representation and referential. However, these images and the hegemonic power structures of power subverting them are still revered in a form of religious idolisation and nostalgia at the lost symbolism and ideals.  Having explored the metamorphosis of aesthetic ideals, I wanted to question how aspirational and almost spiritual ideals of things like freedom, power, decadence are translated by the mass media into a tangible, aestheticised and commodified form, with this physical unreality being sold to us over and over. Our ideals are warped beyond any simulation recognisable of reality and can never be achieved yet we are sold these images as physical form and proof of its existence, when really the unending creation and consumption of these images creates a dislocated view which leads us to believe that these images can be the only desirable ‘real’.

The work of Richard Prince and his acts of re-appropriation of images was very influential.  By re-appropriating the banal imagery of the symbols of idealism, and like Beth Cavener Stichter, turned to animal aesthetics to reveal humanity’s base desires and instincts whilst playing on the absurdity of such impossible constructed aspirations. I used the binary oppositions of the cat and the bird which are equally as flawed and ultimately meaningless, I furthered this by playing on the idea of exposure and rawness by stripping these images back to their bones. Also, I wanted to play on other aspects of symbolism associated with these concepts, with funguses becoming an integral part in my exploration of the parasitic, decaying role of the images with their audiences. I continued with the graphic novel aesthetic from previous works which seemed to address the paradox of ultimately unachievable ideals of freedom and decadence sold to us and also allowed me to strip my work down to a raw and intense central focus of works in dialogue with each other. It represents something almost real but with its bold form and colours can never reflect a reality which we perceive as ever achievable, creating the sense of society being entirely absorbed in the worship of the impossible aesthicisation of these ideals. With this, I found that digital painting allowed me to create this bold and chaotic unreality fiercely in working in the digital spaces that these images pervade.

My work then began to become more focussed, and allowed me to develop my caricatures of decadence and freedom which were the ideals that intrigued me most, especially when the imagery proliferated around them constructs them as binary oppositions. After using the ideals of the female form in my previous work I wanted to explore the use of the male form, and their dialogue within these religious quests of ideals which are constructed from the mass media. Their images become a bastardised ritual of worship to these superficial gods of ideals and a subversion of the worthless symbolisms that surround them in an attempt to make the most intangible and impossible concept a physical ghost in front of viewers, which also influenced my decision to display the digitally painted works in a glossy printed form, enhancing the paradox of their presentation.

Decadence and Decay

In playing with different compositions and aestheticised symbolism, within the imagery of the warped deities of the ideals of Decadence and Freedom and that of the overly religious focus surrounding them, I created these pieces. I wanted, as in previous works, to create a non-linear dialogue between the works but decided to focus it down to two panels and emphasise them instead of creating a chaotic setting of many panels.

Originally, I had intended the background patterns to be simplistic and boldly monochromatic, but found it instead shifted focus away from the main central figures rather than emblazoning them. And so decided to add colour to the outer rings, which not only helped focus the piece and draw the eye inwards to the figures, but also served to highlight the contrasts in pieces and the symbolism of the outer rings themselves which were lost in the chaos of patterns before. Whilst it was able to remain intricately aesthicised and retained some of the chaos which is vital to the subversion of the ideals and worship of them, I was able to highlight the fungal, parasitic decay within decadence and the destructive, violence within freedom.

For the final piece, I also ended up removing the filled in white dot from Decadence as it also distorted the central point of the image as it drew the eye straight to the central circle rather than accentuating the figure and aesthic religious patterns around it.

Decay Despair vers2     Decadence freedom

Decadence (Vers 2) and  Freedom (Vers 2)                                           

Digital paintings in Paint Tool Sai and Photoshop 297x420mm each.

Decay Despair     Decadence freedom vers2

 Decadence (Version 1) and  Freedom (Version 1)

Digital paintings in Paint Tool Sai and Photoshop 297x420mm each.

Package Ideals

Initially, I wanted to create piece with many different panels displaying juxtaposing realities and unrealities of freedom, creating dialogues of binary oppositions between ‘overly real’ oil paintings and bold, graphic styled acrylics and stencils. However, in the end it was reduced to two large panels as my ideas started to become more focused and neither of them portrayed the concepts of failed, destructive superficial visions of aesthetic freedom as I had hoped.

After experimenting with idealistic imagery often sold to us as the epitome of freedom, by playing on the superficial idealism and symbolism of mountains, and finding that there seemed to be a lack of focus in its concept and visual language as the oil painting did not address the image of ‘over real’ which I had envisioned.

Also, the use of stencils over the oil paint with acetate did not have the effect I had desired and instead of creating multiple, superficial layers made the images look discordant.

ideals

Package Ideals

First panel: acrlyic paint with black acryclic stencil prints. Second panel: oil paint and mediums with marker pen stencils of assotate sheets. Both on gesso primed mdf panels.

 1st panel 345x2000mm and 2nd Panel634x1010mm

mountainscape stencilled

Oil paint and mediums with marker pen stencils of assotate sheets, on gesso primed mdf panels

634x1010mm

mountainscape final

Mountainscape WIP 4

canvases

WIP of panel placement and main 2 panels of Package Ideals concept.

ink bird trapped possible digital experiment

Digitally altered acrylic paint and stencils in Photoshop

bird cage

Acrlyic paint with black acryclic stencil prints on gesso primed mdf panels

345x2000mm

catskull stencil        bird stencil

Cat skull and Bird Stencils

Cut out of thick paper and card, printed with black acrylic.

Cat Skull: 148x210mm   Bird: 297x320mm

mountainscape wip3 

Mountainscape WIP 3

mountainscape wip1   mountainscape wip2

Mountainscape WIPs 1 and 2 with panelling placement experimentation.

Oil paint and mediums on gesso primed mdf

colour wheel experiment

Colour wheel palette experimentation

Oil paints, 420x420mm

3AM

Summer project work based on the exhibition 3AM: Wonder, Paranoia and the Restless Night curated by Angela Kingston.

I was drawn to the 3AM exhibition due to its exploration and creation of  a surreal and murky, otherworldly space in which dreams and nightmares clashed with ideals and desires.

Through my piece I wanted to address this ambiguity and sense of restlessness; creating juxtapositions of freedom and constriction in this undefinable space. The superstitious and supernatural elements of the world created within this pocket of time is constructed of contradictions, where it both conceals ourselves and yet also promises total freedom of inhibitions and concerns being hidden in the shadows.

3am summer project piece edited

Printed 210 x 297mm and mounted on card.

Nocturnal Nightmares Vers2 Fin

3AM: Nocturnal Nightmares

Digital painting with graphics tablet, 210 x 297mm

Nocturnal Nightmares Vers2.jpg wip

W.I.P, initial sketches and shadowed layers